Wondering... Why?

Exhausted..betrayed, but still alive

No God, no salvation only I

Embracing memories of future life

Searching for path.. but still blind

Wondering.. Why?

Depressed..hopeless, but still breathing

No love, no true I.. shadows keep winning

Thousands of wars I have survived

With salt licking wounds.. but still unsatisfied

Wondering.. Why?

Ashamed..broken, but still here

No friends, no escape just countless mistakes

Pitiful lives, arms full of lies

Beging reaper to take me.. but still have not died

Wondering.. Why?

Doomed..cursed, but still existing

Answering question of death of living

By heavens, kill me again wherever you are

Just say : ‘‘I loved you, stop to wonder.. now die’’

Michal Krajči